One day closer to rights and choices

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So sick of all the clash of the personality disorders, people with mental health issues laughing, judging and being intolerant of the mental health issues of others. Some doc is back today and is disgarging heaps of folk whether they like it or not. He isnt our doc though. Dont have the same omg they are never going to let us go feeling, got longer passes. Will be heading back home asap and back here to eat and sleep. Doesnt sound to depressing Atm. A hell of a lot less depressing that all the bitching, moaning and crapiness going on here.

We know we need to start being more confident with the nurses. Easy said. We are self assured, comfortable and confident with NHS psychiatrict nurses.. We are confident, self assured and comfortable around NHS psychiatrict nurses..

Darg.


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