Sent an email to ask about advocacy today. Not easy. Need help.
We may of made some kind of forced to attemp last year but we where so splintered & petrified. The "landlord" and his assistant turned up at the door again. Still telling me to tidy up when I can't etc ..
Boiler has been fixed though! Showers are now possible without standing shivering as the water loses temp then heats up again.
Place is a bit better today because N was done and did some work, built the TV unit and put up the curtain rail that have been in boxes for months.
It will never feel safe just us and wee man here with all these triggers but there are maybe signs that some of us are starting to feel a bit better. At least the year is over. A long way from being able to spend that much time engaged in something other than trying not to drown but we have been spending slightly less time under duvet. Wee man will slowly get one parent back and that is something here and now.
Obviously though any extra major horribleness has to be avoided and we only have limited (at best) influence over that.
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Been colouring again. Got fabulous pens. And metal wall art that matches all the other flowers and stuff in there. It says 'Love'. It's not on wall yet.
