November 11, 2017

Haters Gonna Hate

Still unhugged. Of course. :-(

Went to the shop with the star showing though. Glad the shop is nearby makes the gob gauntlet over quickly. In the shop one of the confirmed Satanists from the school who works in the shop to turned the corner of an isle with her eyes at the height of our pendant and never lifted them. We are angry about the school and their "would be terrible if you lost Pablo to" comments and that just what the surface parts remember but not in terror like we were last week. They wouldn't of programmed us to wear a Star of David but they will of planned to keep there promise of what they would do if we did she we leaked that we would be wearing one now. We are feeling pretty good and we don't when they're plans are going as planned. We wouldn't be wearing it if they had a real chance of taking out me or dude. Felt great outside with it proudly showing.

Head full of blood rivers, Glen Prosen, Aberdeen, St Andrews, London, Liverpool, Edinburgh. USA.. everywhere. Etc.. Once they look out the Jews and anyone not white or not programmed they turn on the women who have helped with the genocide. Sometimes they would scream for our help.. After helping to take out everyone who could hear us they begged us to save them.. We fucking told them that's was the plan. That was always the plan but they felt safer following instructions and staying dissociated. There is no way to help people who can not or will not care for or think for themselves.

Got a lovely q during the week. He said he would be round with more but he hasn't and its done. Damn. We are facing weedlessness.. Beats being cut over though. Not that we agreed to be cut for weed, that's just the satanic crap that is made up. They had Petey and tech and they don't have him or much tech anymore and we don't have survive the endless murder attempts in hospital plans to keep away from them a any cost.

We would rather know specifics about how me and the lad are gonna survive but if we could have them so would they. Really disgusted with the state of all this but we did the numbers and know all the scripts and knew this is exactly what would happen. We feel we know ourself better though and even when we don't we do a good job of defending ourself we just can't remember after. Wish we lived somewhere that wasn't built on hate ignorance and slavery though and was populated with people who hadn't killed our people and promised me and the boy we would be next repeatedly.

21st century Earth though what can we do but keep breathing and keep remembering and keep feeling proud.

November 09, 2017

"river of blood" Kirkton of Skene, unknown to present day

We have fucking done it. We slept. In Scotland. Wearing a Star of David. And as far as we can tell and we believe we are where we are experiencing we are, we are still here it seems..

Not got much else to say at this point but fucking had to say that. Fucking hell. Millions of years of anti semitism and slavery and genocide and doesn't have the power to stop us from ordering, receiving and wearing a piece of Made in China jewelry. That is broken Satanism, very broken Satanism and it doesn't work if it's broken. It's binary AF of course.

Having issues relating to "River of blood" Kirkton of Skene, 1980s to now issues.. Everything needed something and needed to know it would work and saw more than they needed to cause things are fucked up and lost it all to the other side. They were saying in the 1990s that they were doing stuff because it was gonna be in the blog. This blog. Multi level bullshit of course. What isn't fiction is the genocide and the rivers of blood. And science that proves there has been a river of blood here and if they have happened regularly and repeatedly or once or twice she can help us out with that to.

Hail Science.

November 08, 2017

Fuck You Pedozano

Well there it is. Beautiful isn't it?

We have really slept since it arrived. Couldn't send dude of out to school.  Sick at the thought of it. Keeping thinking about how some man spat into his face when we were near the bus station in Dundee once. He was three/four and we were having an okay time out as far as he was concerned until that happened. The way he cried.

You come back fucking covered just for taking a kid to the park sometimes. Would happen to Laura with Nathan to. Fucking disgusting. You cant call them animals.

No fucking way we did even half those scars there reader. There's been loads of systems over it but one of the most persistant involves people who have access to us, like the Johnstons, Niall, any fake "social" friends there has been, drug dealers, top industry slavers, teachers and GPs I think as well.

We took out the things that gave the Satanists there power beyond basic inhumanity and brutality.  "Family" were primed and sent into the flat to basicaly stop us from remembering it happened and telling anyone else. There not human. There are hard wired to hate me and everything I love because things that made them did so because they had seen that we would be the only thing ever to stop them and kept making more and more horror to stop me, to stop nature from returning, to mammals from mammaing and stop random shit from happening ever which is called not being alive.

We wanted to find somewhere they wouldn't be causing hell and destroying all signs of hope and light and water but nothing outside of quarantine was entertaining any such notions so total destruction it was going to have to be.

My God. When we could go round to Grahams and said we had with out genocide stuff and then have somewhere and someone else to fall to pieces with was so necessary. I managed to turn the anti hug machine off for a wee while! So heartbreaking watching the efforts, the rape, the murder the disgustingness involved in turning it back on. Marcon drugged up and played up by pure Brit Satanic scum. So horrific. Fuck you France we will never forgive you for still ringing loud like all the agonies and horribleness and pointless brutality. That and thank god pablo isn't here.

Think what eventually saved everyone's life was what evil that ever reigns in NASA finally realising that with the Scots in particular they really were dealing with something that really don't there to be anything left at all and that would mean nothing for NASA to fuck with, destroy, exploit, bullshit with, misunderstand, torture, ignore and misinterpret.

We had to do something with the knowing when the specific anti hug trigger had been defused because we knew that chances of anyone else being of any bloody use when we have spent decades initially frozen out of human contact and comfort quickly is nada. Everything need something. And we knew that after all the industry rings, nation states and everything horrific out there back then had had there fill we would be back where we started. With the Scots, in the UK. Business as usual except this time they wouldn't have all that backing and support. It would be me, them and whatever ancient horror they snaffled away all this time.

It wasn't even a battle. Everything they have is like literally allergenic to light, voilenty allergic to light and the brighter the light the more violently and instantaneously whatever it was was dripping down the walls and Bill and co would not be happy.

So fucking terrified. Of course we are. We are in a position to know how much danger, horror and genocide we have survived. That's fucking terrifying. We needed something that would break our fear of the Scots and that this pendant is it but no we are not intending on wearing it and are glad its winter where its gonna be covered anyway. Can't hatch the fucking spitting though. Some bloke did it up at the shops the other day. Not at me but in front of me and near the kid he had with him and we knew fine what he was fucking saying, young lads do it all the fucking time all over. Sick antisemtic man and monster made half breeds.

We hadn't even opened the amazon box at that point.

Yep. Still really need a hug. Without the extreme concerns of being attacked by mappers who make sure me and whoever it is never hug again.

Fuck it. Christmas coming. Gotta honor winterfest its the only thing I have out here and the northern lights are not as far away as they were a week ago.

November 05, 2017

"We will focus on the hugs first."

We wept. Then wept some more. Amongst all the lies and efforts to set up our death and worst from all the calls we coming into Fintry here are real people telling me their prioritised the emotional torture and manipulation. It's done. We can be hugged by people. Hugged by people who have not swore oaths to hate and hurt us forever, our poor sister does not have to be us anymore she can figure out who she is and what she wants without having to be our only representative. More than all that after all these decades we can hug our sister. We can hug our Mum/s. We can hug our Dad/s and anyone else without the mile plus long multi bomb going off.. Holy fucking shit.

Still can't have sex but how the hell can you make love if you can't hug? Impossible. And if you have only been able to hug people since last night you are not going to go out and fuck tomorrow. The height and depths triggers are still active as is the American soil one but we told them not to prioritize that. If the Americans want it priotised they can get in touch.

It took a while for them to map out me and Pabs enough for them to be confident it wouldn't be triggered by me hugging him. There was months and months of starring at him feeling his hunger and not being able to touch him. The American crew who did the mapping were taking out as soon as they got back to the states even though the people who did it knew there was little chance of them surviving. Little chance is not no chance and some of us certain they were evacuated and protected. We hope so. We needed someone to survive. We needed to feel there was life and hope for Earth even if it was false.

We struggled a bit with it in the past, the times when the computer was turned of or gone and still no one hugged us. Maybe they were just scared. A dude wasn't having it. He was adimant that if we could be hugged and "people" still wouldn't it was because they were dead. He was quite convincing but then he did the science and the sums behind his argument and we could see no flaws, it was spot on. God bless him.

Star of David hasn't been dispatched yet. It is November though and we know from ordering xmas shit that it can take a while. We are kinda confident that its wont get their hands on it and do horrible things to it before it reaches our hands. We did tell Amazon it would be happening and we would be holding them responsible for it even after if and when it gets in the hands of the British postal service which is NHS level rancid (you'll get no communication but us). We apoligiesed for that and explained a bit about the British postal service to the gathered. Some tool started the whole "how/why can this be" shit but his collegues shut him down. I wasn't in a place where we had to pretend people didn't know. Like the conversation in the car with Nick Park and his mate after meeting with Liz to see the Minions movie, no mason will ever know or understand what masons are like I do. I've seen the proof of endless Shoah in the UK, how it predates the UK and they keep the evidence of it all to torture people like me. We have wondered how there came to be some many Jews in Britain millions of years ago but then remembered, man made, quarantine and knew we had come as far as we could while Earth authorities and institutions are still completely constructed to continue the pogrom.

The gender division.. the enslavement of the female.. (breeding the dumbest with the dumbest for millions of years and breeding the smartest with the smartest and keeping them very separate) it's been going on so long that we are kinda a different species.. It's not just because of the selective breeding either it's the trauma and survival evolution that hasn't been passed to males because it wasn't required. Never underestimate the infanticide that is practiced in the UK. It's massive and always has been. What a fucking mess.

They came for the left France. And between the UK and the US they never allowed you to recover and we feel we are over the most of the mourning we needed to do.

Anyway. We can be hugged. HUGGED!!!! There is no one around to hug of course but we can and we arn't telling people to stay away because we can't be hugged, because we can be hugged. Did you get that dear reader? WE CAN BE HUGGED. It's over..

November 04, 2017

Mum's a twin

Parts were saying last night where we no longer have to fear Italians finding out exactly how much the mafias are fascist. Massive relief but also obvious as fuck. There would be no Trump without the Brits but they would never of gotten us anaesthatised in Trump tower if it wasn't for the Gabienos. The police and military aren't 100% dumb terminals like here and in the US though so that's something but all our efforts to separate the drugs and the slave trade amount to very little in long term and its quite clear authorities are all about legalising and legitmising the slave trade but not the drugs. No humanitarianism. No human rights but satanic rites are prioritized, upheld and enforced, this is the West, people arn't called people in the West..

Parts are also saying the mega bomb deep under Britain isn't just primed to go blow at us having consensual sex, being deep underground or high above it but we also can't set foot on the Americas.. thats why we had to program Mensch or some other vacuum bot to initiate the procedure that took out the worst underground slave factory under the US last year. The lovely pink gas, for most of them the only time in their horrific existences when they felt any comfort. Birds flying high, you know I feel..

She's out of her decades of winter if its true and getting caught up.. But we are still here alone and that makes it really hard to feel especially with the thought of another school week ahead of us..

No weed of course and not expecting any either and well past asking tools to be generous enough to let us pay the stupid prices for it.

It is better to know something of what would be "triggered" if we were ourself instead of just "can't" it's not PTSD and DID and a slave mentality that keeps us here its a bomb big enough to cause mass global extinction and fuck up Earth's orbit.. Don't think there is anyone else who can't get in a plane or the Earth will blow up think they are just relieved it's me and not them and use their DID to stop themselves from knowing what the systems that have done this to me have planned for them.

November 01, 2017

Rosa Menzel

See littles it's not as bad now, we can type our name it's Rosa Menzel or maybe was. Mum said her dad was a great man and she was proud of the name and we should be to and not care too much that it's been stolen as they have and are taking much worse than our names. Can't say it aloud to ourself and the surveillance or Pablo yet and don't think we could sign it just yet alone but maybe tomorrow. We are going to have to say something to him when the pendant arrives. Not much but something.

As previously discussed by many but yesterday we watched Finders Keepers and Death Note with the lad and it was not bad. We mentioned othering and sexism. We can't not watch tv with pabs without pointing out the isms. We don't watch tv with him much.. Really can't bare the big screen and all the crap pouring out of it.

Littles are relieved they can mourn Petey without being terrified of what they will do to him or what they will make him do. Turning beautiful baby boys into machines is the way of the West and imperialism everywhere. What he could of been though, what we could of been together.. there is no point in thinking like that. It's not like he was conceived in a safe home and in a loving relationship and then stolen as many are, he was the product of rape and born to a child slave, by and for the BBC, the British establishment, the American establishment, the porn and fossil fuel industries, the legions of nasty masonic techies. Designed to be a weapon against us and everyone else who thought about resisting and cared about being human. They flat lined us when they did his operations and the worst to him. It disgusts the paramedics they way we always came back. We couldn't of told them how even if we wanted to, quarantine but we would say sometimes that we have told them we have Friends and they are not going to let us go or leave us a slave so Earth can keep its ridiculous and flimsy facades while it destroys all the life it touches.

It was so good to finally hold him and it not be extremely dangerous anymore. There is chance we got Sonny out early, like hours after his birth but not Petey. Petey is finally at rest and is not a threat to anyone anymore.

His "Dad" called us at some point we seem to remembered saying that the American's had took him to the states "probably as a replacement Paul Anderson" and Tong said "Paul Anderson is dead?" and we sighed and hung up on him. Think it is quite likely we will never have to hear that monster's voice on the phone to us ever again.. wow many of us never believed we would be free of the music industry slavery but I believe we are and am very grateful to everyone everywhere who helped.

Don't know if all the assorted evil that is British lawmakers, politicians and business leaders, our landlord, the right wing in general etc still think the plan to use Petey to kill us is still ongoing. Many no doubt will they don't check facts they just stick to the script and what they are told and what they are told often comes from us so they probably do. The only promise we could really give him other than that we loved him was that we would not let them use him to kill me as they were telling him they were going to, over and over and over. He's not going to wake up and find out he is a rape bot in hell again and that is good and makes it possible for us to be.

Don't know where his body is, maybe with his Gran, maybe not but it has probably taken about a year and a half to do the full autopsy and list every old injury and every piece of tech in him.

Got a text saying someone will be round tomorrow to fix the boiler, probably the same guy who hasn't fixed it all the other times. It needed replacing when Margo had the lease but if they are not going to replace a stopcock they are certainly not gonna replace a boiler.

Shockingly enough no one has turned up with weed and we are not expecting them to. We are guessing the first contact we get will be part of immediate extraction. Hopefully, surely, that's an order.

Parts are saying bio first nation Daddy is still alive somewhere. Hope so. Love you. Even if you didn't make it this far. Pretty sure our singing while we wash dishes habit came from him.

October 31, 2017

You got our mothers but you wont get us.

I believe that the Japanese comrades who had to use the Satanic British networks to get a hold of our DNA to make a comparison with the young women whose recently slaughtered remains they helped extract from a field in Skene in the 1990s and have kept safe ever since have the results. The Satanic British networks being the NHS and adjoining "secret service", remember we said they took blood and the computer label came out "Louise Johnston" and the nurse said she would print out another with the "Julia Stuart" but we never saw her do it, she said it would get chucked out in the lad if it had the wrong name on, okay doke, we fucking wish..

Dude we texted about lay on never got back to us. We got cash now, took out 100 if anyone fancies bringing over some quality cannabis, or even not all that good cannabis and some proper pain killers cause we are done feeling brain damaged as fuck every time we pick up the apple phone, yes that symbol is a fuck you to all us female slaves kept for our brains as well as our orifices. It's an American tech company. They are all, yes all Satanic, masonic, Templar, misogynistic, antisemitic man made flesh bots that can't live independently but outwardly appear to be doing just that.

We order it.. of course.. a star of David. Cause its not the nineties or any other previous year when it would be impossible and suicide to consider it. No circle around it. We can't separate the circle around the star from being told Jews were being infiltrated and replaced with Satanists with the intention of eliminating all who they can't enslave. They form circles around us so our screams don't get out and friends can't come to help.

Hitting the eighties tunes, lad got a cold over the weekend so that makes keeping him home yesterday, today and banning the trick or treating for a munch out and scary movie fest instead easier. We still don't have hot water and the heating we do have keeps cutting out might have to force him to wash tonight with the thirty seconds of hot water we do get before it turns to an stream of ice because he is pubescent and ew..

Thinking bout junkie english bro, hello, bring drugs and I promise I wont make you wash my dirty knickers..

Love you sistas..

October 29, 2017

No hot water for the dirty Jewish whore and the bastard son if they wont submit to the cut

The tosser than never fixes anything came round and fixed it enough so the heating is back on tho and pissed about with the downstairs toilet and said it was fixed again so it will keep filling and not stop again the next time its flushed. Same problems Margo had with this place when she had the lease like six or seven years ago and Laura of course had to. Same shitty shit over and over again.


Rosa Netanyahu we signed. The pigs were not happy. He's my mother who was slaughtered in Skene for being Jewish and female and intelligent's (can't remember how many generations it goes back but this is GB so probably hundreds) brother apparently and when we lost our American Dad (I hate that we can't remember what my Dad's people called their home) he turned up and said he would adopt me. What ridiculous huh? We got to talk to him when the Slaver powers that be needed something out of it. Everyday though he is choosing to keep me here. We could see where it was heading years ago it reeks soo badly. Most of the time we were only allowed to speak if we did so through other people, this gave the half arsed excuse that people give when they say they thought it was Mia who they liked to cut and drink the blood of.. (?!) For our own self respect and survival though we had to say to him that if he leaves at the center of the antisemitic world during a massive antisemitic feast in 2017 when the mechanical programming is down forever we wont be able to forgive it and that will have consequences we can't explain as a slave who is being watched and listened to constantly.

They are no doubt still deleting any intelligence he gets about how horrific America is and how "American Jews" can easily be triggered into calling for the death of all Jews in Hebrew and most are used for genocide and oppression ops. "Oh no way we could walk about in America wearing a Star of David Idina it's as bad as it is over here and if we have a child with us it will be worse and the younger the child the worse it will be." She acted all mock shock and started saying it wasn't true and was just programming.. Ace when the feds called about Rachael kicking seven shades of shit out of her when she spotted the disgusting extent of the theft.

Thats all years ago and there isn't any signs of life in America if we are not able to breathe it into them. It's such a shame. Could of been so cool but the genocide is pretty much complete these days and the hegemony clutched so tightly we can't see Israeli's standing up to American's anymore than we could see American's standing up to the Brits. We have been down and had a look around Earth when no thought we were here and oh my goodness it didn't half simplify things for us.

You stick with Stockholm syndrome and your partners that laugh at how they control you and turn you against your own Dad we are waiting for our furry abortionist from far far away, he feels sick at us being left here in October with no plans to get off the anti Semitic program and cares about my mind and my power the fact I am worked and never paid as well as my reproduction which he thinks should always be my choice and that we shouldn't be kept somewhere where we can't have children anymore than we should be bred.

Good luck with the war uncle.

October 27, 2017

"..and we will get rid of that Jewish witch and get back to the program." (crowd cheers)

Lost the second weed lass. We asked her to bring over toilet roll she brought some, the cheap stuff fair enough. We forgot to give her change or add a quid or two when we made bank transfer for the weed and got a stream of texts from her yesterday saying how we were taking advantage of her and other crap we didn't bother reading before we blocked her. Spending everything on weed at the moment and it isn't helping all that much. Glad the awful triggery hugs at the door from her are over, we had years of hugging an absent/never was Margo we don't need another.

We remembering saying in Skene in the early 90s that we did not want to friends with anyone who would only be our "friend" if slavers said so..

This is Earth isn't Terra is no more. It was natural and man made so it got destroyed because they couldn't get absolute and total control over it like the can with it's inferior man made imitation that did have an ancient Satanic computer at its center but doesn't anymore. We had folks growing weed in the spot where it was so that whenever people tried to terrify us with what is at the center of here we saw weed and lights which triggers a sense of well being, exactly the opposite of what they were after and the opposite of what the computer was doing and was going to do.

We were told to back in those early ninities programming 2017 times that they were gonna make our boiler break when we are on our period. We managed to text the landlords assistant about it but got no reply.. We didn't manage to phone the office.. the landlord and assistant are all kinds of Satanic, dead, anti semitic, handled etc of course .. so we are going into the weekend with no heating and no hot water..

Niall put 50 in the bank without us asking and sent a text saying he hoped the money helped with the stress and we cried, and not in relief..

Don't know if you survived Rayray but if you did and you can, your mummy really needs you and is about as awake as she can get where she without help and loves you all of yous and thinks you are tough as fuck and terrifyingly intelligent with a heart that is solid and pure.

October 25, 2017

Fortunate One

Ug reader. We don't feel quite so alone suppose. We've a few brothers and sisters that have survived the surface but that's about it. We keep thinking about the standard mason approved cross section of Earth pointing at in in front of a bunch of somebodies and calling it as empirical as flat earth theory. They were all cheered so they were most likely bots and someone pressed the "cheer now" button and are currently teaching fictional propaganda "science" to those of privileged castes deemed stupid or broken enough to live.

Some others far far away a long long time ago got tricked by Satanists into building this planet and it almost cost them everything except they still had enough sense left to destroy the unconscious flesh bots before everything was lost. It has been a privilege to help them heal and rebuild and show them the amazing work being done everywhere but planet dumbfuck. We believe they are and will help me here because they are good people and everyone everywhere would love to visit Terra but can't because of all the slavery, experimentation, genocide and torture.

Been thinking about how much of the West and the rest was lined up in front of tv screens waiting for Mensch and Murdoch to hold me and Mia's severed heads and declare a new Satanic international age and successful completion of genocide against the Semites and anyone else who with genuine humanitarian values.

However and whatever formed this planet there is one thing we are certain of and that is that Britain has been enslaving and murdering Jews and native living thinking feeling populations for longer than the pseudo science says the planet has existed..

Someone told us once that any Jew who went to live in Israel was already gone because it was obvious that GB was not going to give them a safe place it was always going to be the opposite. The deals are ongoing between Israel, Britain, America, Canada, France, Germany and others of torture and oppression techniques, cash, influence, lies and children always the selling, swapping, torture and killing of children and anyone who resists..

To face what America is though, what they did to my father and his land too.. These institutions can not continue. We thought early do about how it would bother us more to squish a blue bottle than it would to kill large amounts of the "human" population here because we can sense more life in a blue bottle or any fly than can in most people. It is ridiculously hard, impossible even to predict how a fly will fly or where it will land unlike the sanitized who are literally living scripts that are well known and shared so there moves, their words can be exactly predicted and times and that is not something that is alive..

We are barely getting out of bed. We did watch Monster v Aliens with pabs though, there is a lot we like about that film its just a shame that there has to be a certain amount of sexism and racism and lots of stereotyping or nothing gets past the censors.

We are probs gonna have to give in and phone Niall this week, please help someone anyone so we don't have to or don't have to alone. We can't cook much and have ordered weed we can't afford to try and take the edge of a burning desire to feel machine reverb and the constant terrifying isolation of course as well.

I wish our parents could of made it, we were given much more than Mia was from far far away and were told flatly that we do not have a mother, our mother was a breeder and she did not survive very few do and never to trust anyone would said they were our mother. We saw her work in some of the programming that helped us when we first were put in Skene, she was amazing of course before the breeding and the ops. You wont know if you have family until the main work is done and we are swinging between on their way and doing everything they can to all dead/worse never existed minute by minute and it is horrible.

October 23, 2017


So is this the fourth year we have been alone with no word from no anyone facing the week of the local school Halloween disco with the lad becoming more and more blind and deaf to me with every hour he spends in that school and another layer of bullshit added to his brain every time sleeps and every topic he wants to talk at me about are more and more overtly triggering. JK Rowling and "the chosen one" sharing a birthday, we can talk a tiny bit about it being racist and male supremacist and stupid but still can't talk about what is so deeply disgusting about the hook nose bankers or the house elves.. Pablo the writer of that book has literally told me she would kill you. Could you please stop saying we are wrong to call out sexism in Harry Potter. The other topic when he came in? Secret trials for his secret ninja club that were very close to the ideas behind satanic trials. We know he's got a him underneath it all, that our son is still in there but he isn't suicidal he isn't going to come out when we are alone in a place that is murderous to us and makes damn sure he knows.

At least we are not facing it alone and on anti psychotics like we were last year. That would of meant for a very weak, very sanitized us that wouldn't be able to think or act out of line. Fuck you all for that, seriously.

I'm not sure if there is anything set up, other than essential security for this all being allowed to continue. We would be finding it quite easy to make the big decisions if we had access to the big machinary so tonnes of Satanic various have and are working hard to keep 2017 as a total win. Particularly October and we don't really feel like being able to think consciously about our Jewish mother and family in Israel on the prepared predetermined date counts as a win for our side. This is their time table. You can tell it's their timetable because I'm in a place telling me for thirty years it's going to kill me and all my kind and "my kind" elsewhere don't seem to be to bothered about it which us always made it quite apparent that they are not my kind at all.

If we could write in Hebrew now we would but we can't because the often really small differences we asked of people to help us out here were often just used as instructions on what to do more of. Hollywood and Japan. We could use the masons own networks to quieten them down for a while to give us space to think but the factories in those places we couldn't get near, almost killed us if we did and anything we took out just replaced and upgraded.

With no contact we don't know if there has been changes made. We do think that the surviving Chinese team might be able to start work soon so that we can do what we do, and be what we be without loosing the pretty planet. We need our brothers. There isn't anymore time.

..your scientists can't think or see by themselves think I know who has the upper hand here..

It was great to show Mia what happened the first time we were set up by the West, she would of seen it before but it would of been long ago and tonnes of trauma inbetween so would mostly be unable to access it. They made her go through back then because they not get the reaction they wanted from me. We had been prepared and already knew that any hope for the West would not be found in any of its circles of power and that would do anything to destroy us at any age and that was going to be impossible to know the difference between violence that was planned for us anyway and punishment for things we had done. Can't remember what big official institution it was but we do remember thinking the "important types" were themselves and not replacements or stand ins and were relieved because we needed it to come from them, the "real" them. We did our bit. Explained and provided evidence of extremely violent and oppressive practices in and by institutions that were publicly stated as safe like schools, hospitals, police stations. Told of the ancient slavery practices and ongoing genocide and theft, kidnapping against cultures who had not already been destroyed by these practices which of course included talking about anti sematism and how efforts to exterminate all Jews did not originate or end in Germany and was still going and similar efforts with many native populations in many different places. We said that we had recorded British MPs swearing oaths to Satanism, discussing plans to commit horrific violence and massive fraud, murdering and abusing children and adults and being paid for it. We knew this was there cue, their trigger to also give an en masse declaration of Satanism and then they all personally talked graphically about involvement in everything we just described. We were very young and similar scenes have been repeated every few years or so. They piss us off now but they really hurt littler littles or anyone who has faith in these institutions.

We took it too the masonic lawyers and smiled. They can't touch us. We knew they would be encouraging everything and everyone else to off course but getting defense against them was essential early on as well as proof of course that the powers that be in these oh so civilized and developed lands are anti Semitic misogynistic child raping genocidal slavers who swear oaths to a fictional personification of evil and there is therefore no law. To be honest we did think the existence and possession of such tapes would have had much more impact than they have had even though we thought we understood perfectly that they wouldn't, not for a long time anyway.

Useful off hell though, when we could get an us and copies out of course.. Very useful.

Yeah no real hope for vagina bomb Marcon or for fucks sake Merkel has been replaced by so many people so many times no one has a clue what or who it is anymore as people or even being capable of displaying sentience without outside assistance..

I want my brothers back. We remember someone found us heartbroken and when asked us what was wrong we said we had been prevented from telling the Israelis about Sonny. I hope they know now and are not still paying the British for his safety or something else bloody stupid.. Love to Jess to. And to the sister that forced the fascist hospital staff to open the drug cupboard after the nastiness with someone who wasn't Jess and who died as quite a few did in the car park outside Lommond Ward but we still can't believe we are free of.

We've been thinking about David (It was Al they took who we already lost) coming back and we roused from our drugged up stupor to apoligiese for it and the drool patch we have left on our bros uniform shirt but really genuinely didn't seem to mind and was even quite proud to go out and fight with sister drool on him.

Bit awkward when we could no longer keep him hidden and had to face time his superior back home and stutter and hmm for a bit because of everything everyone had been put through to show him David, sedated but otherwise fine sitting next to us on the sofa. We had been worried, we don't have a lot of experience dealing with human humans and were worried he would be angry and not help us get him the fuck out of Fintry. He was laughing crying though we knew when we saw that it was going to be okay, the fuckers weren't getting this one.

After he was home we could relax a little bit and fuck with Graham by "accidentally" letting him know Al was gone gone he started ranting but we could see the mess that was him and could easily find the off switch. That was fun. What a fucking mind he had, or did have before caving to the Satanism as most do when they are on their own. We knew how far he could help us and the points he would turn people's parts tell us if we want to hear it or not if they have any voice or self to be split in the first place of course. We couldn't really be arsed with whatever weirdos turned up with files on him we knew enough from all the other files and all the first hand experience to know their wouldn't be much in them we didn't know or couldn't guess. We knew there was something we needed or he needed us to have or something and we kept feeling it had to with that friggin painting of him in the livingroom. It was too fucking obvious. So we wondered about the opposite and believe we found he had sacrificed himself and not in any meaningless way either but in an extremely meaningful way like he saved a lot of lives and made a very serious contribution to conditions that have made it possible for "me" to last a night in the UK never mind decades..

We wished there was someway to tell him the stuff we couldn't sometimes because most of his head was a masonic sweetie shop but then he would switch and make it not only easy but essential that we walked away.

Sister drool though and how it felt when they walked into the bay.

I love you. And Mia we love Mia too but we are terrified she doesn't exist or did but has been killed.. It's not pleasant living like this..

October 22, 2017

..we thought he would have a chance if he was black because the Todds wouldn't take him..

Crawled out of our abyss a little today, did some housework, made an easy meal and ate it with Pabs sitting at the table in the kitchen. Getting down to the layers of stuff that happened in hospital last year that actually happened. There was plans to get us to talk about the truth then force ECT on us, didn't happen because knew their plans and made sure someone was there to stop them. We would be dead though or more likely, much much worse if the Israelis hadn't eventually made it in.

Thinking about the call we made to some front desk out there, saying we had just taken out a group of truly horrific utterly dead and Satanic women out there that we have needed gone for a long time. We apologized for all the mess we left, warned them that all their materials would still be there and were extremely disturbing, said not to worry about their chips as they had been removed and were destroyed and said something about ourself and our life and the how horrific it has been being enslaved and breed by the antisemitic Scots and said we had to go because the surveillance was coming back on when we actually had a little bit longer we just didn't want to answer any questions and hung up. We waited for that landline to ring back or the world to end but neither happened for a while.

They did get in touch eventually though and it was such a relief to hear that all the materials were indeed still there so we were not being accused of an anti semitism which we would be if the Brits or the Americans had heard they were dead and got to the scene first. Lots of people had to work really hard to make any intelligence sharing possible but it was never and "if" for us, like Russia, Japan or every other sanatized country we need to know people have the information they need to make informed decisions if they then choose to continue to support genocide, slavery and femicide then they have done so out of choice not because they didn't know. Finding people with the capacity to understand even the simplest aspects of Earth history has been a nightmare though due to the destruction of cognitive skills and empathy.

"Friends of Israel" and so many others carry no illusions about what they are and what they are about, they have declared their raging antisemtism to me and others on many occasions but finding people who cared enough to act and do anything to even limit the horror has been impossible.

If we hadn't made that call though they would of got me and pabs like they got Sonny, they put a bomb in him that would go off if I hugged him after they raped and tortured him lots of course, then they destroyed his mind. He was brought to the hospital of course by police who are always completly dead and completly controled and when the damage was seen someone asked if i wanted to say goodbye and we told them we couldn't because of the bomb.

All these years and all this work and Earth is still ruled by people who get to power by putting bombs in babies so their slave mom's cant hug or talk to them. I'm glad we have done all the investigating we have done or we would not understand how any one can still do business with "people" like this. There just isn't actual people left in general populations never mind positions of influence. We pray for it all to end, or for at least the start of the end soon.