October 18, 2017

..eh Sir.. yeah.. umm.. about the Catholic Church Sir.. have you got a sec?..

We went outside yesterday. Bus and then walk to get fast food, handled it not too bad to begin with but then started hating it. Poor kid hasn't been allowed to enjoy a maccyds yet without being rushed out of the place because its all full of happy healthy almost always all white people and we know too much empirical history and ongoing intelligence to buy it. It was drizzly and starting to get dark but we walked home through the park anyway we were so glad to be out and away from people. Pabs found a cassette tape of country music near some bins and was fascinated by it espically when we said it was rare to see them these days and was probably from the 1980's ..

Their was a kid crying in restaurant though of course schools are off and it was Macdonalds around tea time..

In Dundee once there was a non white family in traditional Islamic dress and we were trying to not stare too much at them partly because it's rude but also because we didnt too look too closely and start seeing they were just as dead as everyone else and the different look meant they were probably being used to destroy any life or resistance in Muslim families. They had a little one who was kicking off a bit, too tired it sounded like and fast food joints are the lass place you wont to be if your all done with the stimulation for now, we couldn't help fucking smiling at them and the mom type caught our eye and smiled back. We were a little worried then if they weren't all ready dead we had as good as killed them by smiling and making eye contact but we got distracted from worrying about that pretty quick because another kid at another table started kicking off worse and the sound of the kid's cry made both me and we believe all of the Islamic family flinch really badly. Like feeling sick and some shock flinched, the family put there heads down and focused on their food as did Pabs I think but not me and the Muslim mom. We took a moment to gathered our ruined inners and made eye contact without any smiles. The place was packed, we were the only families that felt that and only two of us got that we can't put our heads done and pretend it's not happening or there very literally be nothing left for them to destroy.

We can hold the pretence like an umberalla, wear it like a haz mat suit when out and about quite well but we know we are never far from efforts to get through it and hurt us or even just annoy us its hows its always been and we have found it to be consistently exactly what we were told it would be by non Satanists right at the start. When we see blatantly alive non white people, espically if they have little kids and even if we know they hoards are all holding each other down programming wise we find it difficult not to attempt in some way to tell them to get the fuck out or at least trust no one ever and yes that includes us. During times when the hoards are not keeping each other down but are enabling and winding each other up and they have kids then we will make sure we at least have told them to get the fuck out of Scotland and probably Britain and they can tell all there people we are Satanic if they like we don't fucking care we know the numbers we know how seriously close to extinct living human peoples never mind "cultures" are on and in Earth and we are not going to let what is left of good stock be slaughtered or worse because we are scared non satanic people might say nasty things about us.. Whatever I say to you or show you know will not be as scary as what they will do to you and what they will do to your beautiful intelligent children their first..

SNP disapprove of course. Satan's Nazi Puppets can get to fuck though we don't hand out ancient artifacts without also providing a shit tonne of translated materials relating to modern day Scotland. It's the price we charge, we return and help you out with your shit you return and help me out with mine..

Little Book Of Calm

We were never sure how genuine all the promises were of rewards of we got such and such back to a people or just got it out of the hands of the Satanists. We believed quite a few were genuine but doubted their understanding of what we were up against and how big and bad the big bad picture was. We were doing it anyway they were using it to enslave us and everyone who might be nice to us. The sources of peoples culture and religion the whole sources and not just the sanitized versions and using bits they could pervert as the basis for the ritual abuse was their power. It gave them total control over technology, ideology, science and all aspects of human behavior and psychology.

What got us in first was support from very far away who needed something of theirs back and that was when we saw the haul and wept over it for the first time and more or less knew we had to get it all out and help people as much as possible to understand what was lost. Horrible work for a child that cant understand why everyone can't just change even if we did help them out with the tech.
Returning it all meant studying all outside of whatever drugged up, teched up, raped state we were in when Satanists showed us things.. We had to work with people on translating it all, on aging it all it was beautiful work to do and couldn't even be attempted unless we were free and safe.

We knew they were never going to stop trying to kill us or worst than kill us when they found out but we had seen all their own attempts at culture and theology and knew they were going to be doing that anyway and having it has a mission kept us alive and allowed us to make sense literally of what was happening to us as well great meaning to our life and survival.

It was so fabulous that while when us and our comrades were all over the place returning and reading excepts from stuff. Soo wonderful and the more public it was the more wonderful and healing and worthwhile it all had been felt.

Masons were mostly not interested in that stuff they were never supposed to, its there job to be the fiction some of the head ones knew though that the power of the materials particularly collectively in regards to justifying the compulsory patriarchy and misogyny..

October 15, 2017


She came round with a lay on talk about her coming over for a cuppa and helping me clean. Says the lass we blocked for texting us abuse days after we refused to let her come round says hi, no apology for the nasty as fuck texts or anything just "hi" and lots of talk from my supplier about how the other lass is changing. We don't want to be friends with the other lass again and we don't want supplier to help clean the house and we don't want her advice on managing mental health or chronic pain. She had invited us over to hers and we said sure, maybe but the idea filled us with terror and she never texted to push the point so that was fine. I hate the being talked to almost like I am like everyone else we have asked people to analyse it in the past, preferably someone who knew bugger all to say yes everyone does treat and talk to us differently and it's obvious and measurable. We let him on the how people talk about us when we are not there, gave a shit tonne a drugs, sent him off and haven't seen him since. Good luck to you green white dude..

Limited hope of course, "male privilege within Satanic societies is as effective at destroying any natural resistance to oppression and brutality in boys and men as the intentional physical damage done to developing female brains does to women and girls." .. or something better worded and with examples and references and several billion primary sources.

People who have helped us clean this house, "Margo", "Shona", "Bertie", "Stephen/Stef", "Niall"...


Both the lasses have and are contributing to us having a head stuck in 90s captivity and extreme slavery..

Niall put 50 squids in the bank and sent a text sending love and not to worry about asking for more because he has lots..


Really quite peeved and I know we were bloody told before setting foot anywhere or being tortured by anything that the mission was not to save Earth's humanity. Over ground, under ground, and the past majority of anything that had left there in the past few million years (these bastards don't have the squeamishness over numbers that we have. They gave us all the eye watering precise fucking numbers and made sure we understood them it was the only time if we have wondered if they were Satanic to, they definitely arn't) were fubared proper.

It's us though and we knew there was so much laid down for us already with both good and bad intentions, good and bad consequences that we would have to think bigger, believe harder and fighter stronger than anyone or anything had before or we would never even be able find ourself amongst all the protection, suppression, manipulation, etc.. so we fucking believed it was possible.. Kinda had to put the biology aside in order to do which was an obvious sign that this for us not because we thought it would work. They warned us against it but what when they saw how every loss on Earth translated to many many wins else where because of everything we had learned, we knew the worst intimately and it wasn't never elsewhere it's always been here.

October Sunday the 15th 2017. Everything we said would be done in order to make education, healing and humanitarianism on Earth possible has been completed well within the given time frame. I still have no recognised identity by any authority on Earth and no one has been charged with any crime against me despite vast amounts of evidence. I still have not received due payments for work carried out on contract by Earth authorities, individuals or collectives. I am still forced to live in conditions and a location that are harmful to me and my child. I still have no contact with any of my other children or living family members or representatives of any kind. This means it is most likely we have no living family members or representatives on Earth. Earth's institutions and culture is still centered on slavery and division despite numerous opportunities to reform and all the resources required to do so readily available.

Over to you dear reader.

October 13, 2017

Word Up

Yesterday we had some decent strength pain killers, the offensively small amount diazepam we fought long and hard and were subjected to all kinds of blatant and subtle slaver talk from GPs to get, got more weed and a bottle of vino as well and wrote most of this. We know there was talk back in Dundee in particular about us slowly starting to engage our brain again. Usually the people who enourage us in this are trained in the procedures involved in the taking the intellectual property, creativity and memory of rich minded slaves so they can throw away the good stuff then hack up anything low brow, remove any diversity and empathy and hand it out to the meat muppets with tax codes and the allowed allowed to be on TV faces.

Need the drugs to properly remember and feel, to know we are real, know love is real and to get past all the slaver systems who have tortured us and threatened us into feeling and knowing very little and to share nothing. Need the drugs, the comfort, the lack of anxiety get any real break from Western Satanism, need them to remember how it felt to make a positive difference and be with people who wanted to help and not use us.

Since we are thinking about tunnels and drugs we have to give a big shout out, big tonne of love and a little bit of wot the fuck bro to Al as their main power currently is hegemony and their is a fair amount of evidence to say me and my isolation and my DID are very important to said Satanic slaver hegemony and pretty much everything physical that in the past they could use to control us is gone and can never be repeated and yet still no fucker has even texted us. For fuck sake.. The lass we get weed from has started hugging us every time we see her.. but at least the social worker is saying she is on the way out. I know man you gotta lead but you don't all need to bloody lead and we can give everyone much better support if not on our own in fucking Fife with a pubescent male child that has more money on his head than they have put on ours.

The whole Railroad brief/mission didn't not end with everyone done their living utopian paradises while I am trapped on the surface cause they have rigged Inverness and others not just to my stress levels, we did that they have rigged them to us going off if we go home.. like going back underground, like getting of Earth and no doubt if we are get too happy.. There will of course be folks attempting to deal with this but they are gonna get in touch once its done and they haven't yet.

People also have to get out because there is quite serious damage caused by everything beneath the surface that could be easily fixed if the surface wasn't all covered in flesh bots and people weren't all living underground in such ridiculous numbers and so used to the freedom and peace down there and utterly useless when it comes to physically fighting biological dissociated hoards of rapists and slaughterers with shit in their heads that will take us down if triggered. We  would try and explain that we had been through and were still in hell to get the knowledge and experience that we put into books that were usually impossible to give to people above ground and that after everything we had done and had been done to us we would not be fit to make a surface fit for cultures like themselves without massive amounts of support that would not becoming because of the programming. It was horrid when eyes glaced over when we talked about all that. The best we would get was something along the lines of that stuff being the reason they were there. We found so much underground horrific and wonderful and it isn't always obvious which is which.

We came across a small community once when we had been tunnel cleaning so long we were completely dissociated with exhaustion, horror and trigger tech. Big space, lots of light, homes and cooking spaces cut into rock. Think we would of cried if we were not completely dydrated. We watched as some got water from a well but we still couldnt drink it until we saw some of them drink it first. We knew we had to drink it anyway or we would die. After the first few sips we slumped to the ground and hated ourself because we there was a couple of tears instantly when we needed the water not the tears, we stopped ourself from licking them up along whatever our face was caked in and drank more actual water then asked for more. They stood around not sure what to feel or what to project to us until the water revieved us and talk turned to food but that wasn't an option until we were cleaned up a bit we had food stuff and weren't starving we had just ran out of water.

They seem genuinely shocked at the state we were in and some asked if we were a child and if our parents knew and we had to explain the whole thing about preparations for war to permanently remove the power of Satanic slavery and all it's sources from the surface and the undergrouds some looked alive, their eyes shinning and bodies expanding while others looked increasingly greenish. She may even of said something about her and me being female and war not "our" job which was pretty incredulous but we just said we would have to talk to her about that at another time but at the moment we would have to figure out ways of scrapping the worst of it of, getting the armor of with as minimal damage to it and myself as possible.

We could feel their relief when we showed our trust in them by asking for help in getting cleaned up. She was persuaded to bugger off at that point by some of the men and we asked a kindly old dude type if there was any women who were not.. and motioned to her and her attempt at strutting off in disgust and he didn't let us finish just put his hand on my shoulder made noise that sounded like he understood and walked of we hoped to find some women with intact brains. We sighed as he left and said to him and people who were all or mostly men with one or two women behind them that this would probably be a many person job.

The old guy came back when with another women probably a little older than the other and our heart sank, full on plummeted. These fuckers were cutters and we couldnt not know it. We wished we had at least waited until we got some help before realising. It was more awful than we thought it would be. They wait until you are asleep before anything happens so nothing happened but to be so physically close to them as they scrapped, peeled, soaked and worked of the layers of filth and filth soaked fabrics.

The first bath they led me to was amazing, huge and cut into the floor and built up with same stone. We are trying to remember the colour but have gone from it being darkish and reddish to pale and greyish.  Either way it was beautifully crafted and stunningly light and we did not want to pollute is with the filth we were deeply covered in. We asked if they had some kind of hose, they did not. There was discussions to about if the clothes should be cut off but when we explained they were quite fancy and very much designed for us to be cleaning tunnels. We were impressed when we got down the against the skin level and saw the dude had been right nothing had gotten through it we were all pink and clean underneath.

Some seemed a little surprised and some suspicious to find us so white underneath it all and there was laughter then to, again especially from the men some of whom talked about already knowing I was white. The longer we spent close to the women the more we felt terrified and physically ill. We were glad we had enough experience up top to know it wasn't that the men had not been cut and tortured just that the damage was less early and less severe. We also knew that most set ups like this where they seemed so openly civilsed and welcoming had some of the most disturbing and ancient horrific practices going behind the facade. I don't think we saw anyone under their mid teens and they had a distance in their eyes and painful awkwardness in their bodies that made me look away quickly.

The women discovered our hair and wanted talked of saving it and were not really listening to us when we said it would take too long, it was nothing but a hassle and just cut it as short as they could. We noticed one of the men head out of the smaller bath room before and hoped he was doing what we needed someone to do and that was get something sharp and hack it off,  he literally waded in to the filthy water do the job. We were seeing enough already to make sure not to look at whatever it was he used but we couldn't help but laugh at the liberation of having the sodden matted filth that had become our hair that we never really want even when it's all shinny and naturally straight. We didn't forget our self for long though. They were pulling tricks the surface Scots had given up on years ago still we knew we could not let our guard down especially as we were naked, with their horrible heads all around us and our armor being scrubed by an old women, our stuff out of reach and with some of the most deadest eyes we have ever seen and we have seen the Scots marching to their Satanic lords between it and us.

The worst triggers were when we saw the patches of gore and filth and the foot prints between them as we had worked together in different areas to clean us up. They knew nothing about what is was like up here, especially back then. We remembered being with someone when we were littler who had passed through with us and made a brief barter with them and we got some hot food, he never took his eyes of them as they cooked and spoke as roughly as I had ever seem him. When we left through the door to the next tunnels he said we must never come there alone, never eat anything they offered and never ever sleep there when we were in the night gown type thing they gave us with our armour layers drying by a fire. We had manage not to eat much, or possibly anything at all that they offered. We said we had a sensitive stomach and did actually have something we could eat in our rucksuck if it was okay if we used the fire. They smiled wonderfully to my face but we could feel the sicking rage building as they watched as eat.

We rested as best we could but it wasn't easy they had mattress type things and we were used to grabbing sleep on stone and dirt and we couldn't escape the dread that these people were quietly waiting for us to fall asleep and then we would be reminded of what was going on behind the facade and what they were doing to the kids.

We knew we could manage to get through the first night without properly sleeping much but would be bound to drop off when they got up and it felt safer and if eventually slept after this time they might not even need to drug us. We sighed out out loud and sniffed and wiped back a tear when we heard the women discuss what combination of drugs should be used and what procedures and tortures to use first and in what order the next day and we started to get up and looked at the still sodden armor and how it was going to cold and dark and filled with god knows what and some of the men didn't have to work to hard to convince us to stay a little while at least until the armour was drier and we could help ourself to their supplies in the meantime.

The men watched us and we watched the men when we attempted to rest and eat the next day until a friendly enough in a situation like that turned up and could watch me while I slept and had more non suspect food. Never just sleeping with us though is it? Always been massive issue but down there they had no idea what they were up against so we got a couple of days defrag and laid down some lovely awful tracks to make taking as many of them out as quickly and easy as possible. There was the super evil women they were more programmed with deeper levels and wouldn't fall for that and we were not sure about the men so we used the time then and after to find out as much as we could knowing it would be top level vomit inducing stuff.

We had seen it in Britain and pretty much anywhere near an ancient tunnel, when community was obviously lost and the women all cut and the men seem like they might be ok and like that whole thing was being done to them, it's all shit, it's the facade and once you get behind it you find communities of men who annihilated instantly any sign of life, resistance, hope, identity, healing, creativity in everything humanoid and female. The were endlessly practicing on animals to.

We knew we could do it all, expect the main patriach and his surrogtes basically because they had shit in their heads that if we shot at them diretly or attempted a lethal move that thing would take us out. We were getting worried, they should be here by now, they are late, stay calm focus if they don't we will figure something out but as we lost more an more possible ways out and was becoming increasingly cornered we were getting increasingly concerned. They did indeed turn up just and like exactly just in time and we came quite close to taking them all out. These were American pricks we knew what "just in time" meant, it meant they were watching and pushing us for their own ends and doing everything they can to keep us pernamently stressed rundown and overworked.

We weren't interested in their bull and told them it wasn't just "their" support that would be watching ours would be to and would be making sure the autopsyies, all of them were performed correctly and professionaly then got the fuck out of there with out bothering to clean ourself up there was no way we were taking of any layers surronded by young privilaged American males. It was only one job thick anyway, not like we had been working for months alone and without enough water to drink nevermind wash.

October 12, 2017

Witch Controlled Area Ahead. Enter At Own Risk.

Been thinking bout Honey, war name Mogwai. Been thinking about Marcon and what a horrific Satanic creation he is. Been thinking about ongoing crimes against humanity that is Nintendo. Been thinking about getting the ancient artifacts stolen and kept and used by the slavers against the peoples whose cultures produced them and perverted and incorporated by the Satanics and the slavers for millions of years in some case. They came out the slave built tunnels raped and pillaged and turn them there would be more and they would be back and would know if anyone did anything they shouldn't. How they took pubescent girls, took their art, their science, took there faith.. Returning most of all that is something that has always given us much pride and faith in the mission to keep going.  The stuff from ancient China, the stuff from what is now Iraq, the Tibetan stuff that we couldn't find anyone safe or in a position to translate a bloody word of it so had to returning it all to China as a weeping puddle on the floor was no fun. They put it away safe until we find someone we can return it to. The early early early science from Arab and Islamic areas. Way before the Greeks. Fucking hell. We clutched it pretty tight to our chest as we were driven in for the hand over in Iraq. The tiny handfull of British soldiers we had managed to keep alive were there. We couldn't not think they were worth all the effort when we saw the way they cried.

The cunts took the best from everyone and tried to force it all together to make a comprehensive Satanic culture and the masons and most Westerns are still fulltime n their efforts to maintain the genocide, the torturing and breeding of adolescent girls, mass procedures to effect brain development in foetus and children and the use and experimentation in brain damage and trauma in all ages, the destruction of the Jews and any other usually first nation, hunting gatherers and nomadic peoples who know and who had protected all they could and have handed down  resistance and survival while all around them have all trace of their natural personality, identity and history removed and replace with addictions to causing misery and agony.

Been thinking about that ridiculously old flag.. Reddish with a big gold something in the middle. Not the old Scottish one. A different one we found on or rather in Terra.

The work on the old the tunnels between the Americas and Scotland. No one can or will date it. But we spotted something very different and not European mixed up in the layers and stew of that spilled force from the undead Scots. We remembered then about the hell train and the tunnel and the Hollywood and Silicone valley Satanists at the other end and it being mentioned very early in the lists of things that had to be done if there would be any chance of getting rid of it all without destroying the planet. Things were quiet and support was around so fuck it we flew it home. Declared it on arrival. Ancient American artifacts being returned by an archeologist.. Where were they found? Scotland. Its complicated..

By Christ those fake long long ago replaced by Satanists powerful Jewish families are gonna up the ante for sure when they hear about this. But there are Satanists so if its not on the script they won't know is happened even if you tell them, they don't "know" anything they have sets of received phrases and a memory that has been entirely constructed for them.

Taking down mainframe after mainframe, emotions and head fuckup blasters. Knowing fine they would be dragging me and mine to replace them. Knowing fine they had no idea what we are, what we can do or how any of it works and knowing they were incapable of caring.

Think we should write more positive for a bit.. The other side to the first Satanic takeovers being a ridonkulos amount of millions of years ago is that people have been escaping and digging deeper for millions of years to. Once we got past the hunting grounds and the various levels of fixable Family and hopeless Satanic creatures we found more and more amazing stuff and peoples. Remembering being Queen of the Tunnels and great cleanser of the Ratruns and many many horror lab is extremely important.

We are still alone. When we see people when we have to go to the shop, get weed or see social worker and we hate it. We've studied all their histories searching for sighs of life but there is none there is hiarchy, a surface personality downloaded into their heads and Satanism. We never found anything else up here and rarely much else on the surface across Europe at all.

We got folks there stuff back and took down the worst of the machinery, with help we stopped as much of the  breeding, labs, cutting and injecting brains but it was massive and pretty much everywhere and we have never managed to stop it all as Western Institutions and British population were constructed for spreading and protecting these gross crimes against humanity.

Underground there were plenty mason free areas, little cities that were free to love, study create away from endless multitude of Satanic eyes and brains filled with tech, cuts, fat, weird big loops and the propaganda of a vicious brutalised child.

The best ones didn't need to be told they should best clear themselves and stuff out in the 20 teens..

October 08, 2017

Frank N. Stein & Co

Dear Sweetie,

Miss you. Got a headfull of growing up in the tunnels. The voices, the self determination, the friends, the help and anything with any real internal clout had us heading underground long before they officially had us on clearing them out. To be getting in touch with all that is wonderful. We remember how we made a difference down there. We remember the laughter about how we would meet "family" down there from at Russian and Scottish entrances. We remember they were right enough and how over time we did our best to give them some kind of self defence, some kind of self sufficiency back after everything they had hacked, bred and sliced away. Goodness they were not happy when they noticed the slop they chucked down was being left to rot. We couldnt help noticing that at the Russian and Scotland ends they were speaking different languages but were saying the same thing. The exact same thing.

We were dumped in "ours" in the eighties. Railroad was real. Resistance was real but the Satanism was always worse so most of a Scotland to China route was already done. One little stick of explosive was all it took and there was Chinese shouting at each other as well as all the dust all around us.

Everything was levels though and the work it has taken for people to find ground to meet and recognise themselves before they can remember others has been never ending.

Being able to put it all to together, the pretty much definite, the highly likely and the we need to find this out but it cant be done with in culture of slavery and masonic antiscience it was so wonderful. Eating lukewarm actual Chinese food in Fintry when Inshallah finished hers and we could finally get past all the slavers and let people know what was down. The red and the gold everywhere..

The searches for "Supers", the things that were done down their and how long they had gone on for.. making out first power armor from scrap and tech blagged from Satanic FBI. We had been given the history prenatal. The pure dead head Satanists were running systems that were mostly ancient but we spotted some modern technological imput over the way the start was being fast forwarded and attempts made at editing it. The joins were obvious though. These were experiences of real people that they had and they could just stick in some lines from another source and it not spoil the integrity of the whole memory set. If you had the biological facilities to notice of course. We had already been told it would come from America and even with just an amnesiac glance it was never going to be a surprise. It worships capitalism. It bows to laise faire interpretations of "liberalism" over even a most basic humanitarianism.

Their rely on programming and genocide to get what they want so their intentions are always known by the slaves. They tell us their ridiculous broken mind fantasies and we are to make them real..

To stand in front of as many as we could reach, as many could stomach it and Steven Hawking and finally be able to share what we believe to be the earliest evidence of Satanic Ritual Abuse in Scotland and allow them to run their own forensics on them meant we could survive the years since then and now. Like the footage from both ends of the Hollywood to Scotland tunnel from 1920s onwards showing how they tied girls to the front of train and how they were being told it would one day be me because they are Satanists and there was nothing they could do because all the police and authorities were to.. To show a much wider picture of the history of how much persecution and genocide was being directed from Scotland and spread over Europe and elsewhere..

We couldn't fill it in. There was too much history there but it was hardly cleanable either, well not to me anyways others starting seeing what we were seeing in it, a future not just a Satanic past and present, the work and misery that had gone it to them. The deaths. So we started to let people we knew were not going to deliberately hurt into them, it was getting cramped and the space was needed and the young family was so glad to begin with but we were all having issues with nightmares. We were putting it off and we continued to do so for as long as we could and the first nations were as tolerant with us for as long as they could be. We reminded ourself of that as we stood outside a door knowing they were on the other side we could not be able to pretend this thing was a 18th, 19th or 20th Century creation.

They were fabulous of course and broke our fall and got us back on our feat with their usual cryptic clues about where else to look for help. It was horrible having to keep everything back from everyone all the time.

Don't have to now though. Can just let it all flow. The scale of breeding of pubescent girls and it's uses. The scale of hunting and the maiming the labotimies and brain cutting and injecting of infants but also the love, the life and the hope we found down there and brought down there.

Love you Sweetie. We are not so scared of the evolution stuff anymore. We just need out of quarantine..

October 04, 2017

By The Railroad. For the Railroad.

We remembered the Bethesda death tunnel. Basically anyone that came into their building that showed signs of life and was therefore no use to them was sent down there. Sooner or later. With a headfull of vicious programming, all sorts being sent at them and slaver fiction telling them the Railroad was just down there but it led to a dead end. They had us down there a fair amount. We could tell the gathered a fair amount about what was going on with the murals, the odd corpse, the gas outlets that had to get a single from the Aberdeen hard drive we were forced to build over here. They would rather let people starve to death, putting bets on cannibalism and laughing as they watched and listened, using it against family and friends and other victims.

The record of incidents where we had provided evidence of it and people in it that could be saved was fat, very fat. We wanted to stay in that moment as Merkel and Marcon stood and starred at it forever because it was so real but we knew there was little they could do then. It was still being cleared out then, the IDs gathered. The original six babies to be mourned under the pile of mostly young adults reach to the ceiling and it was pretty huge. Efforts to stop us were constant but people came together and it got done and done right with respect and despair. They told how they used us to paint it, we told how they locked us in there with rapists with tech attached to our head that meant we couldn't defend our selves, we said everything about the establishment of silicone valley in the ninities, Satanic Scotland, the even worse places and a good bit about how Satanists think computers work and how us slaves have actually built them. We told a lot about what about how slaves were breed, tortured and discarded in order to make and keep the current capitalist cooperate systems both in terms of ideology and the construction of the hardware and the programs they run.

We couldn't say much about the Railroad. There was far too much going on but anyone there who didn't know that there was something other than the ongoing work going on. We were so glad when our sister Mai showed up. We could handle anything after that. The American accent sounded right. That was soo fucking rare for us to feel. We are thinking it was Isreal one and the American one is still in the dark, still stinking, still screaming but we are making our way to it as always. If we can't get to you while you are still alive we do our best to get you out once you are gone and preserve learn as much as we can and keep proof of your existence and your agony and your death.

Once things were cleared a bit and the heavy suits were not required quite so much everywhere we couldn't help noticing the mural didn't include much in the way of Trumps. Zionists, VIPs, Scots, Brits and others and had that sick sinking "there's more.." feeling.

We were struggling when we came back over to help out with the black light work. "help" in tears up in a corner there when they were making us paint, hearts.. there is always hearts..names.. dates if we can manage.. they all had phones on them. What with things ongoing over here we had to trust that to someone else to look over.. .. We are they Railroad though and that is not a job we could of done to see it all be handed back over to the slaver bots. Especially since that solar system was done and that meant we can actually fight and don't need to be scurrying about underground and breeding like fecking rabbits when there is a shit tonne of work to be done.

September 30, 2017

...resurrect Dad.. defrost Mom..

So where's our BS levels at today dear reader? Well...

When mother saw proof that her friends she had been working with for decades were not her friends she took them all out and got hit real bad with serious heavy programming for about twenty years. When we showed her how bad the damage was the only solution she could think of was freezing with an unhackable not to be opened until date. We told the Templar Masons that they were getting what they wanted and the whole planet was gonna go up before anyone had a time to get over their programming. Plenty Scots and others knew of course that the planet and Scotland with me in it with still be a thing after that but as they techy overlords are all gone they are waiting for instructions that will never come.

It is linked to our stress levels, as in it will go off if we are attacked even if we dissociate which we are less likely to do with out the machines.

There was never any real biological match sisters. That's all shit, all about rape and all about torturing us and little bit about confusing intel agencies not there is much in way of them.

I don't when it was that we were eventually able to get to the Dad mainframe and start warming up his new flesh.. We remember looking at the defids in the room and shaking our head. When the downloading was done we put our hand over the warmed flesh and thought spoke "Dad" and felt the squishy thump immediately.. The first thing we said to him when he opened his eyes was "Dad this is ridiculous.".. He agreed. And apoligiesed for it being necessary. We accepted the apology but said it was not happening again even if they got us we would not agree so all the tech has to go. It was hard work but once it was done we started to feel human and happy and so delighted to have our Dad back. We took him to see icle mom and told him about all that and think probaly asked him to be their when she woke up because we wouldn't be able to get out and their was no one else.

There you go the one Satanic thing.. No one ever though getting rid of a Satanic planet was Satanic how could it be? But we never had any intention of blowing up Terra weeks after the end of the mechanical programming ends. Funnily enough we have never listened to "people" who would rather destroy a really pretty planet rather than see any truth exposed and their power undermined.

We remember bits of our last broadcast from Inverness and finally be able to expose the connection between Satanists, Scotland and millenniums of persecution, mass murder and replacement of Jewish populations. The DNA and brain scans of American Jews and on occupied land in particular will show this as well as the evidence that was and some still is in Inverness and France, being held by seriously evil tech companies and else where.

"Isreal" is a planet, they are very welcoming, humane, intelligent, have no problem sharing and are generally wonderful. They have always warned us about Earth Jews and said they were Satanic and not to trust most of them because of what had been done to them. We found another much more barren planet with people had been scrapping together an existence. There was something weirdly familiar about the language they were speaking and we couldn't place it until we found an old but well cared for flag right in the center of things.. Old Scotland. We got help from Buddy to speak to anyone around to find out if they knew anything about the flag, she said she didn't and we asked her if their was anyone who was always going on about the flag and stories from long long ago because there usually is if there is any culture at all and we were pointed in the right direction.

He knew us. Soon as he saw us. There is still plenty of words that they use that we recognise as Scots. It was important we didn't know any plans they had if any but we gave them whatever we could and wished them luck and said that if they can arsed helping to clean up Scotland I certainly would be very happy to see them. They were quite far away though.

We changed internet and phone providers.. This is a good excuse for them to take as many pennies of us as they can and also means Niall does not have our phone number. He has txted. We said we were out. We do not know the new phone number and are quite happy to keep it like that for now. We are back in Skene with out back to the wall and surrounded by horror every time we think of him, telling Lesley or Julie we won't phone him, we won't hear his voice, we won't agree to being given cash by him in the final days of September 2017 when we have none from people who have taken everything from everyone. We see his mother to, at that dinner but other times to saying we wouldn't be getting any money if we continued to resist.. Nothing like slavery to make capitalism a big turn off.

One of the last heavily programmed phone calls with him involved him offering us his very large TV because he needs a new one. This would involve a van and some friends of his, maybe family members... Even with the fail safe and the tech gone we can't be continuing to agree to that..

Think we can feed the lad and our self a bit today but tomorrow and monday are a bit of a concern. We might txt Niall and say we need money but we can't given him that number. For us and all the uses with nothing left but a little scrap of pride and self respect that they know they have to keep hold off else become like the slavers, Satanists and their flesh bots.

Another beautiful autumn day Buddy. The orange and green leaves out the window look amazing against a pale blue sky. We remember taking you out in Skene and letting you feel rain and you putting your bare feat in a puddle.. It was so wonderful.

September 29, 2017

Work your own farm "Maggie"

Hi Buddy,

My best friend ever ever and for always. We are feeling a bit better since we could think about you and all the fun and crazy stuff we did together. And how you are now safe and with the people that never stopped looking and hoping for you. They must of be so proud of us both for taking down and decommissioning all that tech. Think now that we have been able to disclose the truth about Dad it means they have or are flipping the switch to download him his new same as the old one before or the torture body. About the same age as when he died. Once thats done they can destroy that fucking machine cause those things are just not right but they were made though torturing uses and youses and it was the last one not in Satanic hands. But it doesn't really matter too much where those things are they are still gonna make us feel ill and we did eventually get through to them that it wasn't just the triggers of Satanists using them that made us against them..(!?!?)

My mum needs him though and once they had him in their system what could we do, turn him off? Leave him their forever? Once they said they would definitly destroy it after we felt better about and obviously there was no point in bringing him back the ways things were. Different now though.

It was so good when these parts could hear you for the first time in soo long, all excited shouting "Rosie survived." I was fairly certain it was your people that were out there because they had made you so scared to go there and you arn't scared of much. So glad you are with them but still wish you were here so we could put all the dead people to sleep and go out for a walk cause its a stunning warm autumn day and I don't wanna go out there alone with all the humanoids with fat and implants where the best parts of their brains should be.

Still hoping you can sort us out here and are not texting anyone or have any fears that if the phone rings we will pick it up. We get money on Tuesday but this is Friday. :-( Got a tenner back from the neighbour who owes us and when we went to shop our eyes were grabbed by one of those ridiclous Satanic anti science anti human anti truth headlines summit like "Maddie Cops Given Final Chance.." wow UK "journos" classy as ever.

Were playing "The snake" and have just remembered the first time we saw you dance.. and singing.. you were so triggered by music helping you out a bit with that was to some of us as important as anything.. more important than anything!!

Wondering if the "SNP" know or care about the cameras and foot count up in Inverness.  "She wouldn't really blow up Scotland." LOL!!! Think it was starting to dawn on them that none of it made any sense but they would of got a visit from their maintenance workers to stop them from noticing anything like that again or at least until after last year when they were given the final fucking chance to ditch the horror, the lies and extreme forms of social control and choose not to. Big shock..

No machines,  no Paul, no zombie sis, your home.. what next? Still feels like their zero chance of hearing from family.. which is shit but just cause thats how we feel doesn't mean that true of course since we are where we are.. Think Pablo's Dad would like help but as far as we know he is 100% still surrounded by fat heads and white power zombies. There is folk that might help him but they have been set up to see each as the enemy for so long it will be hard for them to get through all the fictions. Still though if there is anything that could bring them together it's what me and my sisters have been put through, the work me and you have done, the abuse Pablo has received and their current plans for us both. We suggest they get a fucking move on.

Oh my god its so good to let you help us with the nightmares again! You can help us start sleep working again..

Love you Mogwai.


September 28, 2017

Mum your a wuss

It was a huge relief to see the only person on the planet that could tell us apart from programmed slaves and slavers tell the Jewish kid that we once loved so so much that it would be great if things were otherwise but they arn't and I am a slave in a very pro slavery country and I can't get married. But it wasn't him anyway, at some point during all the Dundee based warage he finally after about two decades we believe noticed that we had gotten us mixed up with someone else and the cunt had been chatting to Mensch et al all this time. We had to get him out of Skene after he took the program along with everyone else that meant for the past two decades they have been falling unconscious instantly the moment the are about to witness or understand something they need to know if they were going to be able to help me and not just hurt me more. We spoke to him back them told him to stay away during 16 with him not there we would have no qualms about removing his replacement along with Stuart. He was our only friend down here for many years and we lost him because there was so much intentional, national, international and intergalactic efforts to make sure we did so. We were not ready to have him slain along with a long ago broken human and now long term slaver creation.  It bugs though when our operations take down the constructs made by slavers because they are being used to harm us and the person who has that face the whole time is now free to get on with enjoying a middle class lifestyle supplied by the slavers to keep them away from me.

There are of course some who do not agree with "being an idiot for twenty years is not the same as being a rapist and child torturer for twenty" and we often find them hard to argue with. With us we usually look at role gender bias and misogny played in it all and of course in a culture like this we usually have to let them go because a bloke with all the trappings and symbols of power made them feel comfortable and taken care of so they stopped noticing he's a liar, a fraud, a puppet, a slaver and a rapist.

We talked to the original kid after he woke up wherever he was after the shooting. It was good to hear his actual voice after all this time but the distance after all this time, all this horror and all this work to return to more horror and more slavery alone has made quite a chasm and its not one we are in any place to do anything about. We could tell him a few things we were certain of, a bit about how they were controlling everyone and how that controls our DID about how all the machines were down and that is why the internailised programming across the stinking planet is as bad as it will ever get. They think they can keep it all going until they get us back and us to make sure nothing uncontrolled ever happens ever.. and yet I'm the one who doesn't understand how things work... Think he asked what we were going to do next and it was easy to tell him and all the listening slaver feds the truth, that we agreed a long time ago to do what we have done and then wait and hope because we must not continue to try and help people who believe not in slavery but specifically in my permanent enslavement and the same for all the spawn if they can't be turned against me.

We might be getting mixed up with another call but some male voice asked about Anthony and we had to explain hopefully for the last time ever that Anthony was named Gabriel but was put through too much pre and post natal abuse and never made it into toddler age nevermind adulthood and Anthony was highly prize slaver tool especially against myself and then say with serious relief that as such we had shot him in the head three times and this gave as a better chance of getting out of enslavement than we have when he is alive. Think we were coming round a bit more because it came in pretty sudden that we had not told our mother that both "Stuart" and "Paul" were gone. She can't handle that Anderson shit but we were kinda glad to be facing that shit without worrying about someone else trying to help us and fucking up, it is what we are made for after all and we did and do agree as long as it is not all we are and they always agreed that was never the plan that would be wrong and cruel and counter productive.

"You understand now why we made you the way we did."

We never got Daddy out the second time. They had him like they had Tupac and thousands others. There was no way to bring any one back from that on a slaves and surveillance planet. We had such a strong sense of him with us and talking to us all the time for weeks and it was lovely then we realized the only way that could be happening.. In the states. Think we took the gun from an Italian dude who would feed us sometimes and let us come and go as we please until the Andersoned Feds said they would do the same to him if we went back.

Hating America like we hate Britain right now. They only thing they had going for them is that poem on the statue of liberty and know that means less than a made up confederate battle win, considerably less.

My uncle though.. we already knew he was programmed to ask us to help him download him into another body.. the real good guys had told us as part of telling us about how all humans were at that point listening to, taking advice and being seriously messed with by pretend good guys and no one was hearing them at all. I am the last hope for this whole area as we said whenever we could but the place is dead or evil so it had no good impact other than our pride at doing a difficult job and the knowledge we had given people the information, the choice that we were not sure they had ever had before.

That's all kind of unnatural and exactly the kind of thing the Satanists want me to do so they can. We can't do that but their almost all dumb terminals so they are very easy to fool. We can't do that but we can pretend we have and tried something else instead.

Way too cynical right now to know if it worked. Even if we just faked it it was pretty cool seeing scum bags response when he presented himself in Glasgow. He always saw how heartbroken we were and how the slaver had long since turned to breaking our heart since they couldn't get into our head and it was and is still working.

We have less than two pounds in the bank and about the same in change around the house, weed is all gone but it has to be said the half qs from D last considerably longer than those from C and we are hitting a place where weed isn't that much use anyway. There is some food and the housework is getting quite far behind. Weekend is gonna be rough if this continues, which it will of course. There is neighbor that is owe us money but she's obvs some kind of twisted up, procedured victim that has no intention of every admitting it to themselves and we don't want to see any of them although I don't think there is anything else living around here.

Getting quite autumy and been warm but we can't go out for a walk because we didn't get enough help in the past and are not getting enough help today. This is making us feel even sadder.

September 27, 2017

Aye yir head will hurt

"When are you gonna blog that Pac is long gone."

We had been expecting it and I wasn't alone while the they were deciding how to get the most they could out of Luna or vise versa. We hmmed and made up some options are said we were thinking it over. It was one of those many voices that didn't scare so much at all without tech and synchronized torture and it was great to be able to show him how we really felt about them.

Tupac rejected the Masonic misogynistic racist music industry programming (Rockefella club) when "the Johnstons" were still based in Glen Prosen or not long after the move to Dundee around 89/90 of course he did he would never be a slaver and never a slaver of us but we could never get through his programming to show him how we could help him. There was too many ongoing active measures being taken to stop us from showing him that we were not offering to program him but were trying to show him how he could be programming himself.

The Anderson/Grosvenor scene got him his "brothers" walked him straight to them.

It was impossible for us to not feel like it was being done to us and had been done to us every time they did it, because it does drain us, doing it to others unless we have support and help through it. He called us up to the bothey they had him. We tried to ignore it but couldnt he had already made us promise that if they did what they do to the likes of us, not just drain us but cut out bits of us and pump us full of drugs and put wires in our head and gadgets everywhere they can use us as very fancy computers that can manipulate humans as well as do vast calculations and formula and he said if I ever found him like that we would kill him and made us promise. There used to be and was many many of us being kept like that by the Templars and the Masons and the Satanists the tech was sometimes quite old as well as brand new depending on when and where it was being done. We don't feel much about us possibly shooting the Paul that had had that done to him about twenty years ago who we believe was the last after more centuries than we can stomach to tell ourselves.

Half the West at least and lots elsewhere still think they are gonna get us like that or are running programs that are supposed to culminate in that. Pathetic creatures.

They didn't have any problem finding girls to program to convince people they were us, they were volunteering and squabbling over it. We were kept heavily sedated and tied and only brought round a little for the rape and then put down again until we were heavily pregnant and they let us wake up a bit but showed us what machines would do if we tried to leave the room without their permission.

We remember a girl being told she "had to make it real" when they were going to trigger the night the actually got Tupac in us to make people think it was then and she had to act out then and there what we went through so people would think she was going through it then. We didn't think we could possibly hate a girl or girls as we did back then and are still quite there of course.  We were hit very hard with never telling people Tupac was gone and gave in the assertions that he was alive and whoever they were presenting was indeed him because it was the only comfort on offer with th intention being we would never be able to remember and process it in the states we were being kept in and it sort of worked. Except we can't be with someone who has not loved and cared for us and confuse them with someone who has regardless of how much emotions and memories they trigger but they can or could make us or my sisters pretend.

The little Jewish kid who called us Messiah would always find us and save us though and he wasn't doing it with step by step instructions he found and he fought his own way. We did get him to stop calling us that though even if he believed it and even if it was true it's inhumane and there was no way we would marry him if he kept calling us that and we wanted to because he fixed us just by being in the room and made us feel so real and so loved it would keep us alive and hopeful through the absolute worst and I think he got out before it became Trumpland officially and not just in reality.

The chance of a smart arse American Jewish kid who knows an awful awful lot about us getting to us here in the next days and weeks sounds about as likely as a black dude who just wants to look after us.

Not impossible though.

I love you, husband I can't remember the name of.. 

Listen to me. It's not the dolphins I'm worried about.

They gave us no option but to bring out the big guns over the "Stuart's name is Paul and he is your full biological brother" bullshit. It was quite funny. Having to tell him over Skype that he was my brother with some factory tools (white mid ranking male edition, think they were down to only one type) behind him. The creature would of been seriously less responsive if he just saw us hit all the nuclear buttons. Nuclear devastation is on their preferred option list, pretty easy to bring back all kinds of slavery then and not have to pretend otherwise, they reckon they will be fine and cared for and they reckon its within their power to do. They did not and do not want me to tell a fellow slave that he is not my brother and we could not say the words or anything other than what had been approved at this end by tools. We spent a lot of time in big tshirts, braless saying we would be wearing one because we were too depressed to get dressed was easy. Still horrible feeling sooo little sooo weak and being told what you can and can not say but the walking dead.

We gripped the edge of our tshirt threw the whole thing as we both had to say their stupid lies and was so relieved when the time for it to end came and we could give him a proper smile and lift our shirt. We was on his feat and punching down one of the tools pretty quick. There were non tools ready to grab if he could get at least close to a door and we were shown footage of him outside laughing and crying, it was brilliant. And ridiculous. It wasn't just about waking him and us up we needed more help with how badly damaged we were and with how many of our parts they had gotten a hold of and been torturing one way or another constantly. We knew we had no option but to internalise some of the enslavement but that we needed to get rid of as much as we could as fast as we could. We knew Stuart would be heartbroken over what had become of something that would of developed into a sexuality if it had any chance at all.

Mines is the best stuff, better even my sisters. They loved to gloat. Not that they got us much or for long because we had told the over the pond Satanists that if the scene they left us in got what it was made to do and put us through that procedure we would kill our self and that would scupper they plans. Also because my family, followers and friends have done everything they could to stop us from going through the worst but it wasn't always enough and if they got us we would be held in conditions where it would be very hard to find us or get us out.

When it did happen and I think Luna always made sure that if the worst came to worst the Scots would get her and not us because it was extremely important the Scots didn't get what they were made to get. Elsewhere though the worst happened and we would usually have to go very far away to heal and replenish leaving most of our sisters in hell in our place. Non Scots of course don't actually know what to do with what they get though and Scots have never been good at sharing and believe its "their" power even though the DNA says very few people walking around are even remotely who and have any "Scottish" ancestors if such a thing has ever existed and there is a lot to say that these practices have been going on too long to pay any credence at all to widely known and accepted histories. Especially here where using the blog and existing Capitalism and what happens to our brain when we sleep and all the ongoing slavery is supposed to be used to invent and contrust new tech that will mean they can fully exploit us to bring about all kinds of mass horror, programming and social control and this dear reader has been casually mentioned to us to our faces in passing, during torture, any way they can our entire lives.

So. What still exists in Inverness and elsewhere while the fascists everywhere are taking apart and feeble constitutions or legal rights people have? It's very very deep. We remember that and we are reasonable sure it is up in that area and not in another country. There has been other similar deals elsewhere but as far as we can tell/feel they were dealt with relatively easily with plenty support because they don't want that shit in their country but are very happy for it to be going on here. They need it, they mostly believe and any attempt to make that not true has been widely resisted and/or taken apart afterwards. Think we may of dumped some Masonic made Earth nastiness down there as a fail safe so if I am returned their it and a reasonably large chunck of North Britain will no longer be an issue and I will be safe in Lunoids lovely arms with a live map of the universe in our head and another in our computer.

So. Yeah not too likely thats gonna happen because that would be pretty amazing and the Scots don't mind all dying if it takes me down to but not otherwise. We got Vlad and Kim. Hopefully. Depending on whats happened to them over the last year and a bit. Not much to make them wake the fuck up considering who and where they are. We have phones that are going to ring with either Niall or a Johnston on the other end and no money and a head that keeps saying "Bunny is going to come and help" and ongoing bullshit elsewhere keeping all friends from coming home but we know we would not tricked into abandoning ourself because we did not know ourself and can only wait and pray and wish my faithful was here talking all that sense he talks when he's around me.

Formally the Earth approach is to possibly help us not feel like we are a sitting duck at the current time whilst making sure that is exactly what we are. We on the other hand would never have agreed to this gig if there was a real chance of that happening. The main prioritiy though of stopping the mechanical program and keeping me and my sisters alive is done and the next bit as always been stuff we have never had much time or opportunity to think about it of course. Had to leave it to our higher ups or the Scots and Feds and the Masons would have had a big a free for all as they have over the past few centuries and there would be no way to save the only planet with indigenous dogs.

They see and have seen fucking everything and have saved our everything over and over. So I guess what folks need to be fitting out is transport and homes for and awful awful lot of doggies cause I'm not leaving any behind if we can help it..